Saturday, November 27, 2010

still found wanting

You have been weighed.
You have been measured.
And you have absolutely...
Been found wanting.

Sometimes my heart is just completely overwhelmed. Wishing for changes that God did not see fit for me to have. Ready for seasons to come that are not yet His time. Longing for the people I love to be in Christ's loving hands but still completely and utterly blind at the moment. The battle between flesh and spirit to finally be complete, resting in Christ but not home yet.

I have so many things to be thankful for and still at times, some moments (more often than not unfortunately) I can quickly list the things that I am discontented about. Oh how I need my eyes to be always focused on my Beloved and so much less on myself.

"O Lord, our Lord, How majestic is Your name in all the earth, Who have displayed Your splendor above the heavens! When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers, the moon and the starts, which You have ordained; What is man that You take thought of him, And the son of man that You care for him? Yet You have made him a little lower than God, and You crown him with glory and majesty! You manke him to rule over the works of Your hands; You have put all things under his feet, all sheep and oxen, and also the beast of the field, the birds of the heavens and the fish of the sea, whatever passes through the paths of the seas. O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth!" Psalm 8

Okay, so that will be the end of my crazy musings.


  1. so glad to see a post from you. i hope you had a good thanksgiving! love you.

  2. Beautiful new blog! (or at least new since I saw it last)